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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2004|05:28 pm]
I've decided to make my journal friends only..


For those of you who know my other lj username feel free to keep reading..
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2004|12:30 pm]
Don't feel like updating.. I hate a girl.. her name starts with C.. ya.. fuck you.
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"you have the prettiest eyes" __________ [Apr. 24th, 2004|01:29 pm]
[Current Mood |quixoticquixotic]
[Current Music |Underoath - Alone in December]

Aww last night was so good. I went to The PCH to see Travs band play. They are amazing. It was really cool going to the PCH as well since I havn't been there in a really long time. It's a good place to have shows at. There was just way too many people there and way too many stupid little girls all over certain people which bothered me. It sucks liking someone who is gorgeous. I decided I'm going to start working on some acoustic stuff by myself. It's nothing against the girls but I just want to try something different. We're still going to be together but we're just not going to be as serious as we were with everything. So I'm either going to do that or join Arts band since they are amazing as well and they want female vocals. I'm not really sure what I want to do. I mean I love the girls to death and we are starting to sound really good but I'm just not sure if that't the type of music I want to be playing anymore. If I do decide to join Arts band then I'm still gonna stick with the girls.. it just wont be as serious so I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea by reading this. THE BITCHES are still going to be together. I love rockin out with them way too much to give all that hard work up. We may just take a tiny little break but thats it. We're hoping to go on tour in August depending how recording and all that other shit goes.

So about last night.. I saw Jer.. Wow that was extremely odd. I introduced Travis and Reed to him and they seemed to like him which is weird since everyone thinks he's such an asshole, although they didnt know everything that exactly happend. But Trav said he got weird vibes from him haha. Aww. After the show we went on a nice long walk and just talked about a lot of things in which I'm so glad we talked about because I needed to get a lot of things of my shoulder that were bugging me. By the time we got back from the walk everyone, and i mean everyone was gone. Woops lol so I walked back to the apartment with him and we chilled there for a bit, watched the Goonies! and then went to sleep. Now I'm sitting at home thinking about last night and how great it was. Hoping tonight will be just as good or better.

I've typed so much but I had a lot to get out. I'm sorry for everyone who felt they had to read all of this. But thank you for caring <3. Much love


xjessx
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AHHHH wow.. [Apr. 21st, 2004|07:12 am]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |complete silence]

Another great night last night :) I love this..

I need to get ready for work now. I wish I wasn't so tired but it was all worth it. I'm so unbelievable happy.. even my Mom noticed how happy I was. Yes.. my Mom. It's way too early. Much love


xjessx
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I close my eyes but there is no escaping this. [Apr. 20th, 2004|10:03 am]
[Current Mood |speechless]
[Current Music |Killswitch Engage]

I havn't updated in a really long time. I decided that since today is 420 and a lot of good things have been happening it would be a good day to update. I don't even know where to begin. Last night was the best night of my life and I know that things can only get better from here. He is the most amazing guy ever and I'm glad he finally realised everything that he did. I've never been so sure about anything in my life before except for him. I know he's done some really shitty things to me but for some reason I keep going back and I know it's because of the way he makes me feel. I'm so happy about everything that happened last night and I don't regret any minute of it. I just hope everything works out with us. Hopefully I don't end up with a broken heart again but I'm willing to take the chance. Enough with that sappy shit though. My band had a few shows this past month and they all went really well. Right now we're trying to get a tour in June so hopefully that all goes through and all the plans for that work out.

Today I'm going to Koos Cafe with a bunch of people and then we're all going back to Chelseas, Michelles, and now Travis' place to chill. Should be fun times. Can't wait :) I should go hop in the shower now and eat some breakfast. Much love


xjessx
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2004|11:33 am]
[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |The Bled]

We ended up having to cancel our show on Friday which was a HUGE bummer. Jen was really sick on Friday so she couldn't make it which didn't give us enough time to find someone to fill in on drums. That alright though because we have a show tonight. I'm not too sure what the line up is but it's at the Bellflower Teen Centre and it starts at 7. It will most likely be $5 to get in. Hope everyones having a good easter. Much love

xjessx
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(no subject) [Apr. 7th, 2004|08:57 am]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |The End]

I've decided I'm probably going to be making my live journal a friends only sort of thing. I don't feel comfortable with random people reading my journal so I'm most likely going to do that sometime soon... whenever. I havn't been updating lately just because I've been so busy. my band finished recording our ep and we've had quite a few shows lately.
Next weekend we have a show with A Vanity Case and I'm so excited for that. It will be fun to play a show with some close friends. Chelsea came into the salon last thursday and I coloured and cut her hair for her. I must say it looks awesome. I think that's the best I've done so far on anyones hair since I started cutting... anyone who wants their hair done just let me know I promise I wont mess it up lol. Well I better be off for work now. I posted some pics that Rach took from the show last night.






Much love,

xjessx
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2004|11:56 am]
Come to my show tonight.
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2004|04:06 pm]
Everyone go to High Energy tonight!!!
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just blame it all on me [Mar. 29th, 2004|09:12 am]
[Current Mood |frustratedfrustrated]
[Current Music |Bright Eyes]

Wow it's funny how unbelievably stupid some people can be. Girls are fucking stupid and yes, I include me as well. Some people just need to open their eyes. The truth matters but no one will ever know the truth which is sad. It's funny how one day someone can say one thing and then the next day they can just totally change their mind. Somehow I look like the bad guy here but maybe if someone opened their eyes and looked at the whole situation and stopped blaming other people they would realise the truth. Sorry for going on about nothing. I just needed to get that out. Im done.

xjessx
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